4 years of happiness (August 14 2011)

Happiness, the only thing that I can describe my life today. Like for any typical man, I can say that I am going to be married soon. Like any other man would say, "I've met her" or "I've finally met her". But the essence of love isn't only there. Sometimes and a lot of times there are waves of challenges that you need to struggle, and you know what's the best thing with love is? -the sense of comfort. That's it. A relationship won't last long if either of the party are not into the position to risk everything. I might not be a good fortune teller, but for me I am with my loved one and I will do everything to take care of her.

Her name is "pampa". Pampa Michelle. We've met each other 2007 in our same company ACS Makati. She was simple, kind, and golden hearted (I won't have to say she's sexy and gorgeous just my inner thoughts). We shook hands, did the usual jazz and became friends. I wasn't expecting but to out of my control she became my girlfriend. First seeing her is truly a blessing, why in the world this lady exist thinking that all of the ladies out there are really not too perfect compared to her. I was just amazed with the grace of God, she became my girlfriend. The lady that inspires me everyday, the lady that captured my heart, and the lady which I was imagining to be my wife someday is with me all over again.

She was my first girlfriend and I truly cared for her. All I am wanting is to take care of her and let everything roll as its own but I will always love her. I am just a simple man who was once in the middle of a dream thinking out the future that can make it happy, and now I am with this special lady that inspires me everyday. I am always thanking God for the blessed life and the true blessings within. I know that princesses are for prince and queens are for kings, but its a reciprocal to me. It became princess is for slave. Though others might not see it equal I don't mind them, what I am for is the trust that she has given to me. If other's may say good you have your driver lady, or perhaps how was your assistant? then it is still fine to me. Again, I am simple and I do not argue for such reasons.

Maybe world was built not because of perfectness but with sense of balance. There are happy people, there are also sad ones. This balance in nature keeps the world revolving and learning challenges. Just imagine everyone are all happy, then there is no chance of having some lessons to learn. For now, my plans are fixed. I want to marry this lady and I want to take care of her all throughout my life. By the way, she is 27 and i am 25,. So when we hopefully reached 50's or 60's then I am 2 years younger and I can still take care of her. I believe in both destiny and coincidence, and I am very thankful of what I have today. We can't be sure of something to be on our desired pathway, but at least I have a powerful motto to say. "Love truly and don't count the lose behind you. Mind the future, when the final day asks you then you are proud to say...at least I did what I am thinking is right".

True love does not mind whatever obstacles you have. Once there is love, there is trust. Once you have trust you have hope, a hope that will enable both of your hearts to push not just with your limits but to surpass anybody else. Break-ups are everywhere and most relationships are destroyed, but for me I won't have to say a period to something. I will love, and I will trust. Sometimes a nurse needs to be a patient to feel what is the value of life. So shall it be, love love love. Do not be afraid, always put a prayer to God and the rest will be fine.

"A word that truly describes love is blessing" -Gep

Today, 14 August 2011 is our 4th year anniversary. Happy happy happy anniversary my pampa! As redundant as it goes but I need to say this, I Love You!. Thank you for all the kindness, support, love, sacrifices, for everything pampa. Thank you for loving a simple man that differs from the others. If there is such a word that surpasses "appreciate" then that's it. I am not your ideal man, but more than a promise I will love you till the end.

Forgive me for this simple gift.

"Kahit maputi na ang buhok ko"
-pasensya na tabingi ang kuha, hehe.

This is the original one.

Kahit maputi na buhok natin pampa ko.